...after some rude time in Poland and great start in Britain I am getting upset again. Believe me - if anything could go wrong ---> IT WOULD! I struggle nearly one year since I was 'redundant' to get ANY office job here. more than 80 CV's sent, and only 3 responses. Finally unsuccesfull by the way. And guess what? Having quite good experience as a graphician and IT man, having 7 years of experience - I work on the shop floor and mount hinges to bloody plastic window frames...  simply to survive in this so different country. I am a windows maker, let's say 'poor version of bill gates' :}. It sounds like a screeming in the dark and you know what? That what it is. NO new work, NO ideas, NO programming. My beauty inside is shading away... every day... salvation is not coming...